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Or live alone I guess since technically we all die alone. Anywho, I’m screwed, it’s like I’m forbidden from falling in love. I’ve tried and it never works and I have no will to keep going, it feels stupid to think I even might have a chance.

Everywhere I go I see couples walking about and feel this mix between anger and shame. I’m mad that life is so much kinder to them and I feel ashamed to be who I am; a unlovable monster. (That may be an overstatement, but I’m definitely not finding someone any time soon.

I’m surrounded by it too. I’m on vacation with my friend and his gf and they keep hugging and kissing. And they’re happy. They have no idea how lucky they are that they aren’t alone in such an awful world. It’s not just them either, my other friends are in relationships too. One of them tried to convince me that he’s ugly and that he still found someone. He’s 6’4” and not ugly at all. It made me feel even less seen.

Also I don’t even think looks are my problem. I’m no brad pitt but I’m not ugly. It’s like I’m just cursed, I feel so terrible whenever I try to approach a girl. If they aren’t hostile toward me I assume they were just waiting for me to fuck off. The concept of someone wanting me around is so foreign to me. I feel like a burden in every facet of my existence.